Yikes, this is rather embarrassing. According to my last post, nothing has been up here in eleven months. I actually got an email from a reader several months ago (I have semi-frequent readers? progress!) who noticed that I hadn’t posted anything in awhile and asked if I was still alive. I replied promptly saying that I was fine, ultimately missing the opportunity to practically joke that I was communicating from the grave, but alas, hindsight is always 20/20.
So yes– like Joaquin Phoenix, I’m still here.
So why no posts in eleven months? I’d compare it to running on a daily basis and then giving it up for, well, eleven months. Once you lose the groove, it’s hard to start up again. Frequently losing motivation, the occasional cramp, etc. Plus, there’s usually a reason why you stop (in my (non-blogging) case, it was the increasing amount of work that I got involved with) and the inevitable reason why you start again (my need and desire to share my own thoughts and ideas). This last point is precisely why I need to blog.
Awhile ago, my current “semi-boss” (she doesn’t like to be referred to as my superior, which is refreshingly cool) told me that I’ll never have complete creative control while doing client work. That’s understandable and ultimately fine by me– the client is paying us, after all. But sometimes I just want to take whatever creative project I’m working on, run away with it (literally, to some underground studio, in fact) and make it my own. (TheOatmeal has a fantastic info-graphic that highlights this: http://theoatmeal.com/comics/design_hell)
I guess this lack of control is the reason why I’ve decided to buckle down and start blogging again. There’s a creative-juice build-up in my head (sounds nasty, but I’ll leave it in for shock value) and I need to vent it somewhere. While my ideas eventually come to fruition in the work environment, they’re often a marriage of my own creativity and a plethora of other peoples’ visions. Not a bad thing, but I need to channel my own original content.
So stay with me, semi-frequent readers. I’m back and ready to blog.
-Al